Sparrow's Reality

Squirrel has unknowingly dug me a hole. A deep, deep dark hole of despair. And I continuously fall. Plummeting farther into the unknown lands of my soul. *sigh* Can't anyone just throw down a rescue rope already!? Can't anyone save me!? Only one person can... although he chooses rather to be infatuated by a slutty Russian girl than save me from despair. How very nice... Well, it's not really his fault. Maybe he doesn't know I'm falling... Oh well...
Anyway, every time I see or think about Squirrel, every time I hear his voice, I fall deeper into the hole. Like in math, I sit next to him. That kills me. At lunch, as my class is leaving, I always say him to him and Amanda. That kills me a little too.

*sigh*
I have over-excessively sighing lately...
*sigh*

I lost my chap-stick today. *sigh*

Yesterday Kata and I were talking then we wrote the names of the guys we liked on the a wall near the bus lot.
I wrote:
I ♥ Squirrel
and she wrote:
I ♥ Cornelius

One more thing before I leave you!
Today Kata and I were talking by the bus lot (again) and I saw Squirrel and I told Kata to turn around and Kata saw him and Yelled out: "Hey Squirrel! Claire wants to say hi to you!" Then ran off to catch her bus. Squirrel says"Hey Claire!" really quickly and walks to car-riders and I'm like: "Uh... hi..." way after he left...

I have no clue why you needed to know that but yeah...

☮ & ♥
~Sparrow