Sparrow's Reality

Heeyyyyyyyy!

I've gots some stuffz to tell ya!
Oki dokie then....
Pineapple! Hehehe... ;) Well, yes, I do officially like him.... annnnnnnnnd, I think he likes me too! :) He says hi to me and talks to me, plus I always see him staring at me when I pass him in the hall! And the poetry I've posted on facebook, well he read it and he likes it! Yaaayy! Plus, we have the same lunch, and after he eats he goes into the band room to play guitar with friends. Ash and I go in there to hang with them too.

And as for CC... Well I like him more as a friend now. So I shall try and build up a good frienship with him, and so he can trust me... I think he needs people he can trust.... for certain reasons but I shall not go into that...

But yeah, life is good! :)

~Sparrow :D

So... I liked CC right? And I told you I was trying to change into a happier person, right? Well, change has been good, and I have to admit, I do like this happiness. So the change thing was a win. But as for CC... well I think that's a fail. I mean... I like things how they were before I confessed to him. If was funner when he tried to guess who I liked and stuff. Whatever. You know how I told you he liked me some? I don't think he likes me at all now.... It's just... different I guess. Oh, and whenever I try to talk to him in person.... well it's like I'm invisible. I hate it.

But then, there is actually someone who takes notice of me. Let's call this person... Pineapple? Okay, Pineapple works. Well, Pineapple is CC's buddy. Sometimes I pass him in the hall and he looks at me. And once when I tried to talk to CC, who didn't really take notice of me, Pineapple actually talked to me! Hmmm.....

~Confused-Sparrow

Yesyes, wondeful. Very wonderful. SAVE THE EARTH!!!!! xP

I know I said I didn't like Blueberries anymore, but I guess I still have some kind of attraction towards him....

Last night at the Jazz band thing, I went to sit with my friends KT and Kristi. KT happens to be dating this guy who is friends with Blueberries. So Blueberries was sitting at that table with them (Plus other dudes too). So yeah, whilst watching the Jazz band play, (they did amazing, btw) I sat next to Blueberries. <3
*sigh-giggle-giggle*

OMGOMGOMGOMG! Guess what else! I heard there is gonna be a third season of Code Geass!!! But no Lelouch? What? :/
I bet it'll still be amazing though! Oh yes! ^_^

Oh, and you know what else?
Recently there has been a bluebird flying into the window repetedly....It certianly is odd. I hope it doesn't die of head injury or something....

Okay, gotta go to da bathroom now! Gah!

~Quickly-flying-away Sparrow!

Went to KT's 15th birthday party! Funfun! It involved food and walking and pyramids and photo taking and gossiping! Hooray! :)

Now I need to work on history work. We're studying the middle ages and we're going to have a battle, so we're making swords and shields and such, so I'm basing mine after Link's, from The Legend of Zelda. Epic, right!?

Oh and tonight there is a Jazz band and Winter Guard performance at the High School, so I shall be going to that. Yay!

It's been like a year since I've posted! Wow! Great galloping schnitzel sticks!

"Sparrow, please stop with the food exclamations. You don't even eat shiitake mushrooms or schnitzels..."

Yes, yes. I know. I was just excited.

Anyhoo, where shall we begin? Hawai'i was fun. That's where we left off. Then Colorado with my bestie for two weeks... EPIC!! Then high school.... Well, I need to go into more detail about that, merely because it's a largely vast subject....

I shall start at the beginning, that seems logical.

Band: Band is scary. Mostly because of the band director. He yells a lot... but luckily I'm on his good side. Though I can't help but worry that one day he'll yell at me because I can't play my music or something.... I dunno. It's fun though, especially marching season. The drills and everything, way cool! And I love traveling around and going to competitions. We kinda sucked in the beginning but then we placed 4th in finals at the Band Beat competition (The last one of the season) so it kinda evens out. Either way, band is great, even though it's really scary and hard work and time consuming.

Classes have been good. I've made all A's except for like once in band, so that's good. Last semester I had English I Honors, Creative Writing, Geometry, and band. This semester I have Earth and Environmental Science Honors, World History Honors, Band, and Health/PE. Just in case you care to know... I think classes can tell a lot about a person though, you think? I dunno.

Ah, now the most interesting part of freshman year. The people I've met.

Blueberries. He plays clarinet, and he's really good. He's a sophomore. He likes metal. I liked him, because he was really kinda mysterious.... plus he had cool hair. But then I learned he was a druggie... It kinda shocked me at first, but really I was just getting a taste of the real world. High School is an eye-opener. At first I though drugs were really bad, and only a few bad people did them.... way off. A lot of people in that school do drugs. Ick. So, *shrug* no more liking Chris for me. Druggies aren't my type.

That one kid (Abbreviated TOK). He was in my Creative Writing class, a freshie.... at first I liked him, but then we became friends, and I got to know him. He's very depressing. More depressing than me. He did/does drugs and drinks, or so he says. Apparently two girls he's friends with committed suicide... He's killed someone... and a bunch of other things I think are lies. I dunno, I just don't trust the kid...

Bastard. The name certainly fits. He's a sophomore. Well you know how I always needed someone to talk to? Just to tell all my problems to? I thought I had finally found someone to talk to.... I guess not. We often talked online (only online, never in person) and eventually I opened up. I told him everything that was worrying me... all my problems. I guess it was too much. When I asked, he said he cared about me, he liked helping people, I wasn't annoying him, I was an amazing person, I was a good friend, and a bunch of other sh*t like that. Well no, he's just a little liar. A mutual friend, who happens to be TOK, found out that he thinks I'm annoying and whiny, and a creepy stalker girl. All he ever said to me was BS, and he could be Hitler, because he was that good at deceiving people.... Well screw you Bastard.

Current Crush (CC). Yes, so CC is my current crush. He's a sophomore. We have no classes together, but we talk online a lot. I actually did confess to him. He said he liked me some too, but he didn't know me well enough. Well, okay... now what? By my best friend got some info for me, she's his friend on facebook too. Apparently he still has feelings for his old girlfriend. He likes happy people, and depression is a major turn off for him. I can't help it.......... but none-the-less, I'm trying to change into a happier person. I will keep you updated.


Well friends, that is my update. I will once again try to blog regularly. Love you!

~Long-lost Sparrow

I was able to post today! But I have to go soon so I'll make this quick.

Uh, today was my last day of school. Squirrel hugged me and said he would miss me. Then after school was out I roamed the halls and cried, because of all the memories of the middle school. Now I should be packing. Bye!