Sparrow's Reality

It's been like a year since I've posted! Wow! Great galloping schnitzel sticks!

"Sparrow, please stop with the food exclamations. You don't even eat shiitake mushrooms or schnitzels..."

Yes, yes. I know. I was just excited.

Anyhoo, where shall we begin? Hawai'i was fun. That's where we left off. Then Colorado with my bestie for two weeks... EPIC!! Then high school.... Well, I need to go into more detail about that, merely because it's a largely vast subject....

I shall start at the beginning, that seems logical.

Band: Band is scary. Mostly because of the band director. He yells a lot... but luckily I'm on his good side. Though I can't help but worry that one day he'll yell at me because I can't play my music or something.... I dunno. It's fun though, especially marching season. The drills and everything, way cool! And I love traveling around and going to competitions. We kinda sucked in the beginning but then we placed 4th in finals at the Band Beat competition (The last one of the season) so it kinda evens out. Either way, band is great, even though it's really scary and hard work and time consuming.

Classes have been good. I've made all A's except for like once in band, so that's good. Last semester I had English I Honors, Creative Writing, Geometry, and band. This semester I have Earth and Environmental Science Honors, World History Honors, Band, and Health/PE. Just in case you care to know... I think classes can tell a lot about a person though, you think? I dunno.

Ah, now the most interesting part of freshman year. The people I've met.

Blueberries. He plays clarinet, and he's really good. He's a sophomore. He likes metal. I liked him, because he was really kinda mysterious.... plus he had cool hair. But then I learned he was a druggie... It kinda shocked me at first, but really I was just getting a taste of the real world. High School is an eye-opener. At first I though drugs were really bad, and only a few bad people did them.... way off. A lot of people in that school do drugs. Ick. So, *shrug* no more liking Chris for me. Druggies aren't my type.

That one kid (Abbreviated TOK). He was in my Creative Writing class, a freshie.... at first I liked him, but then we became friends, and I got to know him. He's very depressing. More depressing than me. He did/does drugs and drinks, or so he says. Apparently two girls he's friends with committed suicide... He's killed someone... and a bunch of other things I think are lies. I dunno, I just don't trust the kid...

Bastard. The name certainly fits. He's a sophomore. Well you know how I always needed someone to talk to? Just to tell all my problems to? I thought I had finally found someone to talk to.... I guess not. We often talked online (only online, never in person) and eventually I opened up. I told him everything that was worrying me... all my problems. I guess it was too much. When I asked, he said he cared about me, he liked helping people, I wasn't annoying him, I was an amazing person, I was a good friend, and a bunch of other sh*t like that. Well no, he's just a little liar. A mutual friend, who happens to be TOK, found out that he thinks I'm annoying and whiny, and a creepy stalker girl. All he ever said to me was BS, and he could be Hitler, because he was that good at deceiving people.... Well screw you Bastard.

Current Crush (CC). Yes, so CC is my current crush. He's a sophomore. We have no classes together, but we talk online a lot. I actually did confess to him. He said he liked me some too, but he didn't know me well enough. Well, okay... now what? By my best friend got some info for me, she's his friend on facebook too. Apparently he still has feelings for his old girlfriend. He likes happy people, and depression is a major turn off for him. I can't help it.......... but none-the-less, I'm trying to change into a happier person. I will keep you updated.


Well friends, that is my update. I will once again try to blog regularly. Love you!

~Long-lost Sparrow